Spent

My carpooler had some personal issues and is moving back to San Jose, leaving me on my own for a minimum of 3-5 days per week. This is week two of those arrangements, and I've not even put in a full week of work, yet I'm just spent.
The drive is becoming increasingly more difficult. I can't indulge in a quad latte before hitting the road, so I have to really limit my caffeine consumption. Not to mention, I miss having the break of not driving a day here and there and just relaxing and/or sleeping. I don't mind driving the distance, it's the traffic. Some days are better than others. This week with the move and everything else, I'm just hitting a wall. Telecommuting is not a viable option in my current job. Looking for a new job while being a "short timer" due to 5 months pregnant isn't an option. It's just one of those days that makes me want to cry and say why am I doing this? Then I go home and see our house and everything we've both worked for to date, and that's answered. Still, it's hard, so I will whine!