I sit here pumping while baby is crying. Last ditch trying to get him to go to sleep, and stay asleep. We started our normal routines, even earlier tonight. Gave him his last bottle, and he was asleep and in crib by 8:06. Again, at 8:50 he woke up crying. I gave him the rest of his bottle. On the brink of sleep, I lay him down again. He opened his eyes, looked around, and closed his eyes asleep. This lasted no more than five minutes. He woke up crying once again. I can't feed him more. So, I'm letting him cry it out and drowning out the sound with my pump and distracting myself by blogging.
I don't know what else to do for the poor guy who desperately wants to sleep, like mommy does. Why does he fight it so damn much? Each book is so fucking conflicting my head is on the verge of spinning off. Rock/feed/nurse them to sleep. Don't feed or rock them to sleep, they get used to this. Make up your fucking minds. Everyone is an expert so they can be right a part of the time and sell a book and make a buck. Because every kid is different you're bound to hit a target audience. Is this what it all boils down to? I'm beginning to think so...
Please baby, fall asleep and get some rest so we all can!
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